[july 31 2008] i did something good today...

during PE class this morning, we were dancing cha-cha when the professor from the other room, folk dance class, started running to our prof. she said her student had a heart attack. she was already unconcious so we carried her. she was heavy. did you know that we weigh twice our weight when we are unconcious? so there... we carried her to a car to be rushed to the UST Hospital. everyone was puzzled and in shock. it was a very... i dunno how to explain it.. the experience was, whoa! i dunno what happened after taking her to the hospital. i hope she's okay. she is a freshman student, because folk dance is only offered to the freshmen. so there.. i did something good today.

also, we met pur new guidance counselor a while ago... we had the Meyer-Briggs Test Indicator. you know, when you answer these questions and the tell you about your personality. we took this back in high school [130++ question test] and i remembered i got INTJ. but in college [it was only a 36 question test because of the time], i got INFJ. so, let us see what each means.

INTJ
INTJs know what they know, and perhaps still more importantly, they know what they don't know.
INTJs are perfectionists, with a seemingly endless capacity for improving upon anything that takes their interest.
- INTJs apply (often ruthlessly) the criterion "Does it work?" to everything from their own research efforts to the prevailing social norms.
- INTJs are known as the "Systems Builders" of the types, perhaps in part because they possess the unusual trait combination of imagination and reliability.
- INTJs have also been known to take it upon themselves to implement critical decisions without consulting their supervisors or co-workers.
- Personal relationships, particularly romantic ones, can be the INTJ's Achilles heel. While they are capable of caring deeply for others (usually a select few), and are willing to spend a great deal of time and effort on a relationship, the knowledge and self-confidence that make them so successful in other areas can suddenly abandon or mislead them in interpersonal situations.
- INTJs do not readily grasp the social rituals.
- INTJs are usually extremely private people, and can often be naturally impassive as well, which makes them easy to misread and misunderstand.
- Probably the strongest INTJ assets in the interpersonal area are their intuitive abilities and their willingness to "work at" a relationship.

INFJ
- INFJs hold deep convictions about the weightier matters of life.
- INFJs are champions of the oppressed and downtrodden.
- They often are found in the wake of an emergency, rescuing those who are in acute distress.
- INFJs may fantasize about getting revenge on those who victimize the defenseless.
- The concept of 'poetic justice' is appealing to the INFJ.
- INFJs are not easily led. These are the people that you can rarely fool any of the time.
- Though affable and sympathetic to most, INFJs are selective about their friends.
- INFJs have a knack for fluency in language and facility in communication.
- In addition, nonverbal sensitivity enables the INFJ to know and be known by others intimately.

so, from being someone who wants everything to be perfect, someone who wants the work done by himself, someone who wants everything organized, someone who wants everything to work, and someone who's weakness is LOVE.. hahaha. i became someone who wants to help people who are bullied. I became someone who you can't manipulate and someone who has his own stand. realizing LIFE matters to me now. i dunno if this change is for the better... but that last thing there, yea, the one about LOVE... i guess i'll have to face the fact that i still suck at it... hahaha...

anyway, God Bless!